Journey to Motherhood
I had been trying to get pregnant for several months with the assistance of a fertility clinic. Blood tests, fertility drugs, perfectly timed insemination and it wasn’t working. I just knew in my bones that this was the right path, I could see the synchronicity and yet this child who was so very wanted felt blocked in some way.
Seeing the finances diminishing, there was one shot at IVF and, regardless of the ultimate outcome, I wanted on all levels of my being to know that I had given it everything. Over the previous months on the physical level I had given up coffee, took the vitamins, did acupuncture, ate well and kept active. On the mental level I had meditated, visualised and managed my stress. It was the spiritual level however that I felt there was more to clear.
Carol started with craniosacral to mobilise the fallopian tubes (they had a kink), the uterus and the general reproductive area. This moved to an aspect of my soul related to the Galactic Mother who had been energetically sterilised following a galactic takeover. This healing work ultimately cleared the path to work with a hugely powerful form of The Virgin. This beautiful amazing energy linked to my soul was associated with procreation on the highest levels but had renounced physical procreation eons ago and did not want to be linked to physical reproduction again. Carol worked to gain her consent to allow physical reproduction to take place. This allowed Sekhmet to come in and bring though an activation to facilitate reproduction. Through all of this, the energies were some of the most powerful I have every experienced.
At the end of this process there are two things that really stand out to me. The first is what a close call it was getting conception over the line! As the IVF progressed they got 14 eggs but upon further examination 9 were no good, 5 fertilised but 4 stopped growing so on the day of embryo transfer there was one embryo left AND it was already a day behind in growth from where it should be. The doctors were not hopeful and tried to manage any expectations. The day the clinic called with my blood tests, the results were “inconclusive”. So it wasn’t a “No” but neither was it “Yes”. It was a very preoccupied three days waiting for the next bloods which confirmed I was pregnant.
The second thing is how the consent from The Virgin translated into the physical. It was an amazing realisation the day after my son was born that the Virgin had granted me physical procreation, but my son (conceived via IVF and delivered via c-section) had never been in the vagina and therefore never impacted The Virgin’s desire to avoid physical procreation. Wow!
I am experiencing the greatest joy and am eternally grateful for the blessings of motherhood but I also know that without Carol assisting me to clear the energies to manifest this reality, I’m not sure this pathway would have opened up. Thank you and much love xx
JM - Christchurch
Seeing the finances diminishing, there was one shot at IVF and, regardless of the ultimate outcome, I wanted on all levels of my being to know that I had given it everything. Over the previous months on the physical level I had given up coffee, took the vitamins, did acupuncture, ate well and kept active. On the mental level I had meditated, visualised and managed my stress. It was the spiritual level however that I felt there was more to clear.
Carol started with craniosacral to mobilise the fallopian tubes (they had a kink), the uterus and the general reproductive area. This moved to an aspect of my soul related to the Galactic Mother who had been energetically sterilised following a galactic takeover. This healing work ultimately cleared the path to work with a hugely powerful form of The Virgin. This beautiful amazing energy linked to my soul was associated with procreation on the highest levels but had renounced physical procreation eons ago and did not want to be linked to physical reproduction again. Carol worked to gain her consent to allow physical reproduction to take place. This allowed Sekhmet to come in and bring though an activation to facilitate reproduction. Through all of this, the energies were some of the most powerful I have every experienced.
At the end of this process there are two things that really stand out to me. The first is what a close call it was getting conception over the line! As the IVF progressed they got 14 eggs but upon further examination 9 were no good, 5 fertilised but 4 stopped growing so on the day of embryo transfer there was one embryo left AND it was already a day behind in growth from where it should be. The doctors were not hopeful and tried to manage any expectations. The day the clinic called with my blood tests, the results were “inconclusive”. So it wasn’t a “No” but neither was it “Yes”. It was a very preoccupied three days waiting for the next bloods which confirmed I was pregnant.
The second thing is how the consent from The Virgin translated into the physical. It was an amazing realisation the day after my son was born that the Virgin had granted me physical procreation, but my son (conceived via IVF and delivered via c-section) had never been in the vagina and therefore never impacted The Virgin’s desire to avoid physical procreation. Wow!
I am experiencing the greatest joy and am eternally grateful for the blessings of motherhood but I also know that without Carol assisting me to clear the energies to manifest this reality, I’m not sure this pathway would have opened up. Thank you and much love xx
JM - Christchurch